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Monday, August 3, 2009

reflections...

i know that my Lord is trying to work in my life. slowly but surely, i will get there! one area of particular weakness is that i trust people way too much. now, that doesn't sound like a bad thing. but when you invest your feelings and think that those around you are your "be all, end all," then yes, it can be a hurtful thing. everywhere around me, i feel let down. and in the midst of it, i see my Lord, my God. He extends his kind hands and picks me up when i fall. constantly i am reminded of His love. with the rising of the sun, i know that He is in control and as the sun sets and the day winds down, i see Him there as well. estás ahí, Señor, estás ahí.

i may not feel it, and He may not physically be right next to me, but i know that He is working in my life, pushing me to my limit, to prove to me that HIS LOVE is all that i need.

instead of surrounding my life with noise, i need to be silent and listen for his guidance.

Lord, help me wait on you. you hold all the answers that i need and in you alone lies the peace i long for. i want to live for you, love for you, grow for you. test my faith, bring me pain, whatever it shall be so that i may increase in value before your eyes. i want to be more like you.

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