As the year comes to an end, it is only natural to reflect on what has passed and to wait for the coming year with great expectation. 2009 has surely been a difficult year for many reasons, but the Lord has been faithful in providing, despite my failures. If I could sum up 2009 in one word it would be GRACE. Unmistakable grace. Selfless grace. Saving grace.
This year has been filled with many ups and downs, from the heartache of a breakup, to the heartache of losing a family member. And while there have been many lows, without a doubt, God has provided joy and hope like no other. He has surpassed all expectations and blessed me with more than I could ever imagine. Because of His mighty hand, I can wait on 2010 with hope.
I oftentimes wonder how people can live without knowing God and having a relationship with a Savior. How do they hope? How to they cope? How do they deal with life’s battles? We find ourselves in a constant struggle and I wonder if I would ever get through the day if I didn’t have my hope on my Lord. If my eyes weren’t fixed on the heavens, where would I find my refuge?
Many Bible passages and verses come to mind when I think about what I would like my next year to look like. But when thinking about how I want my life, I am reminded of Isaiah 64:8, that says “Oh Lord, You are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand.” I want to be that clay, and I want my Lord to be the potter. I’m a work in progress-- work that truly began last year and it can only get better. With each year that passes, I learn more about my Savior’s love and fall more and more in love with Him.
If there’s one thing that I learned this year, it’s that I cannot place my trust in man. I have been nothing but disappointed. But my Lord is there to pick up the pieces for me. I’ve learned to love my family more than ever. I’ve learned who are my TRUE friends. I am so blessed.
2010 will be a great year. Graduation. Travel. New job. New place. New motivation.
May the Lord continue to bless every single one of my friends and family. 2010 will be a fresh start in Him.
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